I have to see for myself. It's already ordered anyway. I can't afford it but feel I need it. I thought also it could help me know when I am free of this stuff.
Also, the world makes me feel like it's 'all in my head'. As soon as you mention panic attacks all doctors, pyschologist etc don't take any physical sysmptom as being anything more than all in your head.

I have been educating myself for years on this. The last 6 years have been hell for me and I abused myself. I feel in a better place at the moment to try and tackle this detox once again.

I just wish I could get some understanding and help.