MFM, I thought my post before went through, but doesnt' appear to have. There are more "current" experts on here, but when detoxing with the load you have you have a lot to dump and its best done gently. Perhaps in your, albeit, inspirational passion for getting better you just dumped too fast. Too much too soon. You need to be able to eliminate it and may be on overload, but you will have periods no matter what of feeling like absolute garbage. I have been trying to do it more gently starting today and so far so good. I tend to do too much too fast, too. Up until about 8 years ago I use to cleanse all the time...,like liquid fasts, etc. I was nice and slim in my twenties, but that was also about the time I started getting amalgams. We were poor growing up and never went to the dentist regularly. So once I got to college and on my own, I had to start getting fillings.. The beginning of the end... I got sicker after getting my amalgams out for sure. But like I said before, I know of (older) women who haven't gotten them out but know they are poisoned and are now dealing with MS, alzheimer's and cancer!!! Be greatful you caught this so young! At least we have gotten the source out. (well...other than environmental). I would personally just slow down on the cleansing. You have to cleanse and rebuild over and over. Remember the tortoise and hare example : ) This isn't a race. You have time for babies.. My husband didn't want to adopt either. But I would have. Perhaps that is the reason for the rush? Still - you can "hit the wall" and run yourself too much into the ground. I'm not sure about the big mercury dump. i wasn't that in tune or educated about it all when it was happening to me. You remind me of myself in some ways. Just had to learn my limitations with my back a long time ago so have to pace myself. You could be dumping meds and all kinds of things. It isn't even just the mercury or parasites.

What grade level do you teach? I like high school over all. I've been with freshman a lot the last year or so and they are still...kids. Its weird watching them bloom in front of your eyes.