I'm sorry to hear about that experience, Jeanie. I always thought that never getting pregnant may be better than having ever losing a baby - that must be horrible to go through. I am 33 and my husband is 43. We still have time and adoption isn't much of an option for him - his parents have him thinking that if God wants us to have a baby he will give us one. I would adopt in a heartbeat. Since finding out about this mercury, I have a renewed sense of hope in fertility. They (the docs) could never find anything wrong as to why I couldn't get pregnant - my embroyoes would always stop dividing but they never knew why. I now know why and I am hopeful that when I survive this crazy illness I will have my baby after all and she will be so much healthier now. I always tell people that I have 24 kids - my students - they are the luckiest kids because they have someone who thinks of them as her own. I spoil my kids - with love and attention - and most of them really need it. Today was a really hard day for me - a bad mercury day. For some reason, everything came out today - tired, anxious, headache, jaw pain - like pulling my teeth out, bad vertigo, gas, back pain, stomach cramps, nausea. I felt like crap - I can only assume it is the mercury. I cut back on the parasite cleanse and although I did clean up my diet more it wouldn't be die off this soon. I guess this is the getting worse after amalgams out thing. This sucks! I just want one good day - I need to be encouraged that this was the right decision and that I will get better. It looks bleak when you go through everything to get the source of mercury out and then you only feel worse - why is that?