I hope you are feeling better Rachel. I have been struggling with depression off and on, too, but thought it was just due to having a rough time of it with personal things the past few years, hormones and pain. That doesn't help, but I feel bad to think you are upset and crying... I hope you are feeling better. It is a full moon tonight. I have been sleeping horribly - worse than usual. Hopefully we can all relax a little more soon. I don't know why the week of the full moon does that but it never fails. I get so much more wired...