I'm very sorry to hear about what has happened to you.

I had my amalgams removed in July of 2000 and within months, my numerous fears and extreme shyness went away all by itself. My memory also improved to a point it had never been before. It completely revolutionized my life.

This state of emotional and physical bliss lasted about 5 years until the town I lived in began getting sprayed by chemtrails. This spraying campaign has now brought me back to the the state of health that I was in shortly before my amalgams were removed.

On the occasional day that spraying does not occur (about 1 day every 2 to 3 weeks), I bounce back to feeling great.

My thought is that perhaps you are still being exposed to mercury through chemtrails. Unfortunately, chemtrails in some areas are no longer visible because spraying has changed to a high-altitude, low-volume, high-frequency, schedule making them appear to be nothing less then a low-altitude haze in the air.

Air samples must be analyzed using gas chromatography (or a similar method) to determine if mercury, aluminum (which antagonizes mercury toxicity dramatically), or barium is found.

You may also consider trying water-based air purification. Chemtrail particles are much too small to be captured even by HEPA filtration devices.

Also, I would not recommend using cilantro until you have thoroughly detoxed using "shallow" sulphur-based agents first. Cilantro pulls mercury from "deep" tissue stores (cartridge, connective tissue) into the blood, and if you're having these types of symptoms, you're probably not ready for a "deep" detox yet.

I hope this helps.