I don't have any libido either..... I don't like it. I have never been like this. My husband is older, though, so we're solid cause he's slowed down but I'm never interested even when he is anymore. I have also struggled with depression off and on. I am so tired of dealing with all my pain issues....it wears on you and I feel rather useless. At some point I really am going to have to quit haunting this forum at least to such a degree. But life is good albeit hard. Tests your mettle. I'm sitting here eating a clove of garlic per JK's advice rather than go to the Dr.. It's time I get my health back on track. But haven't had much hope even that would help my back. I've poured thousands into whatever i can to help.

I know where Lake St. Louis is. We lived in the city when i was little. I was just telling Lynn, I come from the more country end of things. I had a great aunt and uncle who lived off the land. I wish I could live like that!!! My family didnt' have much education so it wasn't valued or stressed. I'm the only one who attended college and had no idea what i was doing. Frustrating now that I have 5 years in with only an Associate of focus when I should have past a Bachelors. It was ages ago, too. I want to go back to school, but afraid to commit with how I feel. Haven't subbed much yet but the Asst. Principal over subs just put me on the preferred list. (She's new). It should pick up but haven't been up to it anyway. Perhaps getting back into it will help me feel motivated to approach that again.... Right now I am not feeling fully functional. I saw a couple of "my" kids at Kroger last night, though. They do take to me. It gives a sense of meaning.

So are you a Professor? Masters? What is Doctor Who? I'll have to look into that. (Is that the Who's Who of High Schools or something like that?) My husbands niece was published in that. She was near olympic material as a runner. She was also a model - Paris wanted her but she was a good Mormon and mama who decided to stay home (and keep her clothes on : ) His family is opposite of mine - almost over achievers. His sister is a stage mom. I'm somewhere in the middle with all that. My youngest is very talented but I never pushed her. She knew the alphabet at two. We gave her piano lessons, but she plays mostly by ear. She use to pick out songs on the piano at a very young age and now composes some gorgeous stuff! My other is going to school to become a History teacher, but may not finish if they get pregnant. (Married). Anyway - how interesting that you ended up being from my area!!! I want to go to Europe so bad. I would love what I perceive the lifestyle over there to be like... Slower, simpler. Of course it is like that where I come from, too. Atlanta is so spread out and even south of there traffic has gotten so bad. We are in a booming area.