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I hope that happens to me, Russ. I just started detoxing last September so it seems like I have a long way to go. There are brief periods of time when I feel well but I always fall into a black hole again. I feel like I'm in hell. I want to get out of hell but I can't do it, at least not for very long. Do you think that a year is long enough to see significant improvement? Mercury symptoms went away the next morning. I felt euphoric; better than I ever have in my life. During the next couple days, I went back downhill somewhat, but not completely.
For the next several months, it was a rollar coaster ride, but the trend line was up.
I have noticed real "milestones" in my recovery. These are times when I noticed a specific kind of recovery very quickly. For example, my memory slowly improved over the fist 3 years, however, about 1 1/2 years ago, I had a dramatic improvement in memory that seemed to happen in the space of a few weeks. I started remembering things like I never could before, plus, numerous memories from childhood that had been "lost" were back with vividness. I could not stop talking about it not only because of how great it is to have a great memory, but to have all those childhood memories back. It was really strange in a really great way. It was as if someone was showing me a movie of my past that I'd seen before but completely forgotten.
I would never tell anyone to expect immediate results like I did, however, I believe most or nearly all should?provided they're on a good detox program?see dramatic changes over time.
As for me, I've never felt better and have never been as emotionally and spiritually strong as I am now. My personal growth has accelerated 10 to 20 times since the removal in 2000.
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