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Joined: Jun 2006
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Hi Bann,
Thanks for your kind post!
Yeah, going at ones own pace is a hard lesson to learn. Hindsight is a great thing. I messed up many times with many different things. Too easy to hurt yourself when dealing with mercury. It's the way that stuff works. I always hope in the body's ability to repair itself over time. I realise mercury can cause some permanent damage in certain cases, but I still believe that health can be improved substantially even if there are some areas that have been injured.
I'm not sure what might be causing your eye issues, but I would be careful with the high sulfur stuff. Too much mobilisation can move the mercury everywhere. I had a greyish looking spot/splodge in my eye at one point. I used to see it clearly at times and it annoyed me a lot. It moved as my eye moved (of course, it was on the eye itself), so I coudln't really focus on it properly. I'd see it everywhere i looked. It faded over time though. I see it very faintly on occassion, but it's mostly gone. This occured after a lot of mercury mobilising and detoxing and me crying a lot. I guess whatever happened, whether mercury or so much crying caused that, but I don't know. I was about 27 at the time and that was in the midst of my WORST mercury poisoning/dumping stage. I was well and truly going through it then. It's when I used to sometimes be on the floor in some kind of mercury detox mess, screaming sometimes too. Hard to believe when I look back, but it was real. Fancy having to put yourself in a closet to stifle the screams, so the neighbours don't hear it as much? That's what I had to do. I can't figure out why I couldn't just stop screaming, but I'll never know how/why that happened. It was almost uncontrollable.
But that's the way my body handled it and tried to get it out. Weird I know, but I'll never understand that. Why could I not just pee it out or something? Why was there no normal elimination of it? That's what makes me think there is something badly screwed up with me that doesn't handle toxins normally. Crying, salivating and screaming is NOT a normal way to eliminate toxins, but that's the way the stuff tended to erupt. I always felt better after it, as though another layer had been removed. I had years of it though.
So, I can honesty relate to people who are mercury toxic now. Whether it's rashes over the skin, or depression, suicidal thoughts etc. The stuff had to come out somehow, but I made it much worse with random methods that honestly were risky.
Thanks again Bann and it's a pleasure to pass on anything I've learned from those mercury years to people goign through it now. In fact, for me? It makes it almost worthwhile in a strange way. That it's not completely wasted or for nothing.
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