i'm not adanger to anyone bex. the cups i brake out of anger only after my family who i believe should always be the ulitmate suport tells me it's all in my head after all i've been through... it so insulting... it's easier for them to believe the styff they want than the truth. anyway, not a danger, it isn't about that it's about them assuming this has to be all psychological and i'm running in circles trying to detox etc one thing is them seeing i'm a danger to myself or others, another is them simply thinkin i'm wasting my life cause they cant understand or dont want to this illness or respect the opiion of the eprson who has been through all this and has no doubt this is not psychological. and yeah i keep explaining to them all that. anyway, getting too personal, people will probably hate me for it, (lol)

had to stop ala chelation cause got candida again which i cant handle. and honetsly my memory is so messed up that recently mos of the time, feel like mercury problem is from years back and is not my problem anymore. it's like i remmeber but i dont.

and as usual thx bexy, i just wanted to write how EVIL this illness is.