Jinx,

Sorry to hear about what you've been through. It's not fair, I know.

Now I'm suffering (AGAIN) as well. This area I recently moved to is getting sprayed so heavily by chemtrails that I now have horrible symptoms that are some kind of cross between mercury toxicity and morgellons (but without the strange fibers). The circles around my eyes are so dark that I look like a raccoon, but none of this is my fault.

I have looked back carefully on my life and realized that I only had 4 good years. Yes, only 4. All the rest of my life I have been either sick or socially paralyzed with fear. And the kicker is that all of this suffering has been caused by evil people in powerful places who gloat in their power while injecting those who pay their bills with poisons (mercury, fluoride, MSG, aspartame, etc.).

So, these monsters are the executors of my suffering, but those who have done nothing to stop them are the enablers; And that group, unfortunately, includes a lot of otherwise "good" people.

I believe you've cursed God earlier in this thread, and I understand your anger, but if you understand that the purpose of life is for us to see things the way they really are (evil for evil and good for good), (and then react properly to it,) then it all becomes more comprehensible.

Evil is not some guy running around in a red suit playing tricks on people. Evil is evil; and this, we have forgotten.

The truth that gets me through this otherwise maddening life is this:

[color:"brown"]"For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory; While we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen: for the things which are seen are temporal; but the things which are not seen are eternal."[/color]

—2 Corinthians 4:17-18

(He uses the word "light" to draw more contrast to the point, not to literally consider our affliction light. Paul well knew the weight of our affliction.)

This truth does not help me because I'm deluding myself into believing this stuff to make myself feel better. It helps me because I've done my homework and I know the evidence and I know it's actually true.

I would also say that this is not the fault of the U.S., or the people of the U.S., or the people of any other country. It's the fault of all of us in every country. There is no country in the world that has not allowed themselves to be completely taken over by soul-selling rock-star politicians who fly a yellow-fringed flag and view you and I as a rodent. Not one!

And so the prophecies of the Bible speaking about the final one-world government have come true. They didn't have to, for God's prophecies are conditional. But the real evidence of our blindness is that we allowed it to happen even after being forewarned.

So I understand your anger, but it's important to understand that your conduct in suffering is being watched and witnessed and recorded and is, indeed, an opportunity that should be seized.

You are valuable, and therefore, you suffer at the hands of those who are not, but only for a while; Only long enough for you to develop the character to gracefully endure it and then to help others learn how to gracefully endure it, for after that, it serves no useful purpose.


"The beauty of the soul shines out when a man bears with composure one heavy mischance after another, not because he does not feel them, but because he is a man of high and heroic temper."

—Aristotle