As adults we become too attached to this existence and physical body. The thought of living at all costs is paramount. A couple of years ago here in the US when the guy wanted to remove his brain dead wife from life support and thousands rallied to keep this from happening strikes me as odd especially from people who profess to believe in God and an afterlife. Why not let her go on to something better? Children haven't learned to fear death so much as us adults.

I asked him on a day I felt particularly bad. Sometimes I wonder if my life is a test to see if I have the courage to end my own suffering.

Lately I've found a few supplements that seem to be helping my adrenal fatigue and having some really good days again. It gives me hope that one day I will be back.

Then what a perspective I will have. On the days I feel good nothing going on in the world can disturb me. A peaceful happiness shines through. Most of the time I just sit and do nothing other than enjoy the way my body feels.