I understand, and also feel this way most days. I just get so heartbroken over all this. I spend most of my days and nights, trying to spread the word on the internet, of this terrible poisoning that is being done to us. I am pumped up that I've helped so many people already, that had never heard of it, understand. I am pumped that I have helped many with health problems just like mine, now find a direction to go in....but am discouraged that there are so many more, lurking around, dying...trying to find an answer. I am pissed, that there are probably thousands upon thousands of the mercury toxic locked up in insane asylums, in our prison system, in hospital beds, and bedridden in their homes, wondering what in the HELL is wrong with them. I am pissed that our government won't do something about this, and it's all about freaking money and population control, so they turn a blind eye.

I am upset that I can't spend my life the way I want. It has been STOLEN from me. I can't travel, play with my kids, eat what I want..and I spend my life choking down lots of supplements. I have anxiety and have become terrified of almost everything you can imagine. My worst nightmare has come true, I've become a hermit in my own home.

I am broken. For that someone will pay. It may not be tomorrow, and it may not be next month...but I will do anything within my power, to make someone pay for this. I begin by spreading the word, and making all the unsuspecting ones AWARE!