Vasilioskn,
sorry you've had a rough day...Great idea postponing removal,I just reread "It's all in your head"Hal Huggins the other day...and wished I'd done the same and kept a more detailed record of things.
Take it nice & slow,at your own pace & do it properly...
Your health is so precious.
Sometimes I feel I've had enough too but it always passes...crap to go through though, Hope you are feeling better