VASILIOSKN,

You are not alone... That's exactly how I am feeling about all this right now...


I feel like people/my family think I'm a complete nut, because I'm always searching and thinking about things that will harm you/be good for you. That's all I know , and am living right now, it's hard to hide my madness. It's so hard to get better. I can't just run around all day like a healthy person does and have forgotten how much health I have lost, until I see others keep going after normal shopping. I did get the last one out today (My 10th/final one removed today <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/boogie.gif" alt="" /><img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/boogie.gif" alt="" /><img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/boogie.gif" alt="" />). I've already seen improvements in my energy level, my thought process, and memory. It's no where near where it should be, but it is getting better. Although I still have my days where my balance is not good, and I'm confused when other's are not.

It feels very freeing to:
#1 to finally know what is wrong with me
#2 being able to actually take action and not feel like I'm wasting away out of my control any longer
#3 a relief- to see lots of improvements just with the removal of the amalgams
#4 to have this talk forum to relate to, with so many self educated people fighting just like I am (the post that I've read are really right on with what I've learned. I trust this forum based on that and am so grateful to have learned a lot of information that gets pooled together. I don't go anywhere else for information. Bex , Sunshine and a few more have helped me with in a few weeks now...

You sound like me and we have about the same amount of Mercury fillings. You are normal to me because that's how I am...

Beth<img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/byebye.gif" alt="" />