Also, my mood swings and depression has been sooooo off the wall the past year or so. I used to hide it better until recently. Im starting to think my doctor and even some friends think Im going crazy or just "thinking too much". It is sometimes too much for me to handle, my head feels like its not all worth it. Losing hope....

Ive felt like my body has always been struggling and fighting no matter how healthy i eat and excersize. Most of my family tease me and critisize me for being a "health freak" but I cant help that...is that my bodies reaction to whats poisoning me? I feel like if i havent been so naturally health consious all these years my body would be so much worse off now than it already is...