Sunshine,

You made me feel rewards deep down inside. I knew you understood me. I can't describe how I felt while reading your post. Not one person has ever understood me fully about this, and you did. It feels good to be here. Thank you very much.

You are right about the fact that people don't even know about this. I try to keep it to myself, but find myself warning others when I can. People act so weird about this. Some think I'm completely nuts.. I can only share with them about my encounter and hope they will take notes for themselves, even though I feel like they don't understand.

My family is understanding (my husband, and two children), but my mom and other relatives kind of make fun of me about it. I just try and think they are dumb to the fact.. It's not their fault. And sometimes I just get mad at them, and want nothing to do with them. It's hurtful when your mom doesn't even try and listen.


It was so many hours, days, months, and probably at least 1 to 2 years before I discovered this. It was not easy work at all discovering. I would start to feel bad and get online with the symptoms to see if anything would pan out. There were so many symptoms that it was hard to pin point it.

I checked out the links you put on your reply, and know I will be getting that book.. I checked it out, and it sounds like he knows what he's talking about. I needed that, I didn't know what I was going to do to get this stuff out. I'd read so many different things.

I appreciate all your advice, more than you know<img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" /><img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/stretcher.gif" alt="" /><img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/thanks.gif" alt="" />.

Beth