Oh sweetie, I know, and I go through that, too. I contributed it to depression for many years, and it was...but I'm sure now, that I have always had depression BECAUSE of the mercury. Could be to do with my thryroid too, don't know. When I did have my thyroid checked, it was ok. I think mercury throws everything off, including tests, so I don't really know what to believe. I spent about 10-15 years off and on, taking anti-depressants. I finally said enough in November, and went cold turkey, and have not taken one since. My body, and heart and soul said this is time, time for me to get better, and getting off those pills was the first step. Getting my amalgams out is the next. I can't wait to get on with this. I'm very anxious about it, and I've actually been having some strange panic attacks again. Haven't had many of those in the last couple of years, but yesterday I felt my heart race and felt like it stopped for a split second and it was while I was driving. It really scared me. Hasn't happened since.

Hang in there, Tracy....<img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/loveyou.png" alt="" />