sunshine



that really cracked me up <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/laughroll.gif" alt="" />

Sorry I can't advise over chelation Jinx, I can only say that a few times in the past I have asked alternative practioners for help, like a Homeopath or a woman with a vega machine and explained that I had no money and they usually agreed to help me for free. Maybe this may help in getting your stress levels down. Also you could go to a church and say you have been thinking about finding God but you have so many doubts, and they may be able to offer you support and help. You don't have to say that just ask if they can help you, you are desperate. Ask to be guided here, you don't have to believe that God is there to ask for His help.

Not knowing much about chelation, I would say that if you have mercury moving about your brain, then it is not a good idea to mess with it at the moment but to try to get something to clear it out of your body atm. Forgive me if I am wrong here. Then get some support in 3D. I can try to find a church for you if you want to approach Christians which frankly are about the only support you will find bar mental health teams.

sunshine I am sorry that you looked for God but did not find him. maybe you gave up too soon or something i don't know. I can't imagine going through my suffering on my own. I would not be here. I have every sympathy with those who are doing it. It says Seek and you shall find and I can only say that in 35 years God has never let me down, it has all been my own fault when I have fallen on my face.