my brain symptoms couldnt have been worse, it was sheer mental torture for me, i wanted to die, i had to get myself to sleep by taking sleeping tablets everyday for months to get away from my nightmare. i halved my tablets and took 2 a day, it was enough to knock me out. my other symptoms were losing weight and sweating, i mean waking up drenched full of fear. i lost so much weight, my doc wanted me to go to hospital, i got down to age 11 clothes before that i was size 10-12. my children were scared of me, expecting me to die, when they came home from school, they looked in my room to see if i was still here, i couldnt even say hello to them, i was detatched from the world.
I think God led me to this site, it sure saved my life, there are 2 people who i could relate to on this forum, tracy and Jinx.