mike i understand how you feel, i was the same when i got exposed to amalgam, it took months to get to where i am, it has been 2 yrs since exposure. i felt like a 7 yr old, honestly, i couldnt talk or communicate with my own 2 daughters, it was very sad. i know i couldnt talk properly or watch tv. yet i could type on the computer and put words down quite easily though not as fast as now.
i know i would be okay now if i had got my amalgam out the right way, it pisses me off.
hang in there!