Hi Jinx
Sorry you are feeling so rough still yet. I read that success story that Mikey posted and it took that lady 5 years to get well and 58 doctors and tests equaling over 400,000 dollars later. She just now put her story up on the web because she did not know if she would make it through it BUT......she did and she looks good and has a book coming out soon. She was also bedridden for the first 3 years of chelation. I just hope it don't take us all that long.
I will just say this about God he is the only reason i am here today. It took me a long time to understand how God works and once I figured out that there is God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit I got it. I asked my mom one time why at the end of each prayer you ask in the name of jesus Amen? Because he is our saviour and we cannot get to the father unless we go through Jesus because Jesus died for us God gave this right to his son for all his suffering. Ok I still did not understand the whole thing until I figured out that it is the holy spirit that leads us and guides us. When we ask in prayer we go through Jesus to get to the father, it is the holy spirit that guides us...like your intuition. I know sometimes it is hard with our mercury laden brains and bodies to know that intuition when it comes, to know that god is guiding us the right way. That is where our mistakes come in and our free will takes over. An example I am taking 5htp and tried to quit taking it, I had headaches for a month and then after a months worth of suffering I decided to ask God why I was having headaches again and I thought about the 5 htp and got it back, all headaches stopped. Listen and he will tell you everything you need to know. Its your intuition, that is the best way I can explain it. Ok I will shutup for now LOL I hope you feel better soon and keep on chelating it will get better.
Rachel