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Jinx,
You still have hope.
I know you want to be well and can continue all the great work on improving your health,(even one small step at a time)
you will get to where you want to be.
Sometimes I feel despair and hopelessness,confusion,
paranoia all those feelings but it always passes.

Sometimes I feel each of us have been given an illness for a reason,maybe to learn something,or many things,maybe to teach someone else...
sorry if being philisophical about it is annoying right now...

I hope you are feeling better.




you're not annoying sunflower, it's just that you guys where telling me that a year ago. a year has passed ad what's changed?? how much more sufefring can u take and how much hope can u have left?

and it's not just feelings of paranoia despair etc, it's just ypu getting worse and worsee and your brain shutting down... the more it does the farther you are from hope tec... i'm tired. trhings should be better by now, they're not. your're being beaten the crap out of you on and on , on and on. what does that say about higher power, justice, and God.