Mike don't even bother mate, you ain't gonna convince any one. I had an aunt who devoutly believed in God all her life, even when she was misdiagnosed for two year. Her story was exactly the same as our dear Sandi's and yet when ill, came to the time of her death, she questioned and let him go out of her life. Remember babe we are on this forum to get well, God, Jesus no one will do this for us, just us and the suffering, we're here, have each other for support. I won't be pushed or questioned by anyone on here about my beliefs. Don't even bother, your wasting your precious energy and it's really nobody's busines. Love you man Tracy x <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/inlove.gif" alt="" />