My take on this Jinx... God creates angels. He does not make them robots they can think for themselves. One third of them rebel and decide they will be their own gods. God creates Adam and Eve. He does not make them robots they can think for themselves. He knows how it will play out. He puts them in the garden... they get tempted, they fall to temptation... at that exact point God says to Adam 'what have you done?'' He asks him a simple question... Adam and Eve try to hide themselves from him. ... Adam does not ask forgiveness... Adam blames Eve... they run from God... I have wondered for quite some time how different things might be if they had not hid, had not run, and had simply said, 'I'm sorry, please help me'.

We are here for a reason, we all suffer, some more than others.. to know that we are not God, so that we do not do what the one third of angels did. Some get it, some don't. Same as with the angels that rebelled.

anyway you can take it from there. ask forgiveness be forgiven. quit placing blame elsewhere.

You know, a lot of times we suffer not because of our own sin, but because the sin of others and the way the dominoes simply fall. Your mercury poisoning, it's not your fault. But it's not God's fault either. God did not make a dentist to whatever was done to you nor did he make you eat mercury. It's not his fault. It is sinful, but not your own. Whatever it is that makes you want to blame God for your problems, hmmm.. I'd quit that.