Hi Jinx:

I know how you feel right now.
I been through similar situation and believe and the end I realized it’s all mercury related.
It’s because I was messing around with different ways of doing Cutter protocol.
I have done so many mistakes , my latest one was going from 30 mg ALA to 60 mg then 120 mg in a very short time, believe I felt so frightened and insecure ( many fears).

Trust Jesus, you have nothing to loose, just talk to him tell him how you feel, deed down we all blame G-D for our problems.

Just do the Cutler protocol very slow, don’t rush.

Joe