jinx

I know your fears. I had them too. There is no need to be afraid or worried about what God might expect of you. Once you are safely in His arms, He will prove to you that he is gentle and loving. He will not force anything on you. He only wants your love not your fear or slavish obedience. Those who have been badly damaged by life get His special care. I have no family either and all I have in this world is Christ but that is enough to keep my head right and my heart full of love.

"Come to me and I will give you rest"

When I was in a bad way one evening, and wanting to know the truth I asked Him to show me the truth and I saw the cross in my mind and Jesus on it and I knew then that he had died just for me and loved me. I had never known love before that.