jinx

I believe that God has sent help to you, in your desperation. Will you accept it or not? Your choice. I can only tell you that with the amount of mercury in my own life, nearly died at 6 months in hospital with poisoning from medications which had 50% in, playing with it for weeks on end at age 8 and then all the amalgams from about 7 onwards and to top it all, a massive exposure to pesticide which nearly finished me off again, I would have lost my mind a long time ago if it were not for Him. I came close a few times.

If we live our lives according to how we see fit, and He gives us all that choice, then we put ourselves outside of His help and protection. If we put ourselves in His hands and give Him the trust He should get as our maker and the God of love according to the scriptures, then He can start to put us right and putting us right mentally comes first. I got into a mess in my life because i did things my way, and it is only now that God can sort the mess out and restore my health. Because of my childhood i really messed up and married two men who were/are addicts. I don't know what mess you have made of your life, but you have made your choices.

I don't like religion. I believe in religionless Christianity and I have to look to God and not men and how they act, for the truth. Your friend is right, it is not enough to just want to be good, for the road to hell is paved with good intentions. No God does not want slaves, He wants us to co-operate with Him and the first step is in taking a step in faith that our own reasonings may be wrong. We believe the devil rather than God until we actually get to know Him and to know that He is good and what the Bible says is true and that he will be a real Father to us if we let Him in. He will not be a God out there somewhere but He will live in our hearts and let us get to know Him intimately.

He never turns anyone away no matter how they are and how often they have spurned Him. He is waiting for you jinx. Come to Him jinx and be jinxed no more.