Dear Lisa, that's just the icing on the cake, the last year, apart from being ill and feeling pants has been the worst of my life. So many shocking and unexpected things have happened in our family, it's a wonder I'm not completely insane. I have always had a fairly stressful life, mental cruelty from parents, 2 disasterous marriages, when I've had to work so hard to keep a roof over the kids heads. Lost about 40 thousand pounds to keep one husband out of Gaol, for major debt reason. But still I was a happy and healthy person and dealt with it all. Even my work was very stressful, working with Autistic and volotile children, but I loved it, going to college at the same time. I guess I know I was pretty exhausted the year before becoming ill, but was blissfully happy with a new, fantastic partner, one year of everything I always wanted, not riches and stuff, just a fullfilling normal life. Then bang overnight the illness came and a series of dramatic unbelievable events. Such is life Thanks for the kind words Tracy xx