I hear you shawn.

it's a f* marathon and if u slow down just a little bit, or stop, or tip over - eeeeeeeeeeeee - you gotta get back to the start point and run again. vicious, aint it? it is my painful experience that it just doesn't pay off to cheat at all, I've got that lesson a million of times and each time i diecided to cheat thinkin 'oh, nothing will happen'. but it does, if I get a day or two of eating sweets I'm going about a month back on my cnadida efforts. 2 days vs a month, can u believe it?

so yeah if u get into the game you just either gotta be tough or back out and shoot your brains out. brutal reality. believe my shawn, don't cheat do whetever u can but listen to your body, don't be too agressive it's the only way.

but this illness is one spitefull mean b*itch, I'll agree with u on that.

dont knw what to write anymore, so will go now.. guess why? brain fog


ha!