That's totally OK Sunshine. Everyone has their own tastes. I think a lot of people enjoy clubbing. Me, I'm just a seeker of peace and quiet. I would enjoy finding a secluded spot somewhere in the woods, near a stream, and doing tai chi. I would just suggest one thing though: if it's a hobby which requires drugs to make it more enjoyable, then maybe it's worth a think. Are there people who go to clubs like that who do enjoy it without drugs?