Hello Red

Sorry to hear your story. I have been poisoned since a baby but for different reasons to you (I think, you do not sound as old as me) In the 40's and 50's a lot of babies were given 'teething powders' if they were fractious, with 50% mercury, as the theory was that the problem was parasites and mercury would kill them. They killed 25% of the babies instead. I was seriously ill in hospital for 6 weeks until my mother removed me as they left me beside an open window in the middle of winter, to cool my hot red extremities no doubt. I cannot remember feeling anything but sick and I know my parents had a lot of problems with my behaviour, screaming fits etc. The I played with the stuff when I got to about 8.

I believe that my four children have been affected by mercury passing over the the placental barrier. Maybe you have been poisoned in the womb. They exhibited certain problems in childhood which I now recognise as mercury poisoning including not being able to get on with peers, learning difficulties, and irritability


Yours could have been a spermicide as they used to have mercury in. There is a site for support with Pink's Disease which is what mercury poisoning was called in babies.

The psychic effects could be due to another reason, or maybe the poisoning. I always felt like something came over me, in which I was sort of semi-conscious of what was going on, and I had a problem with temper. I dissociated a lot.

I too have/had the joint thing, I could always touch my toes with ease. Maybe the saliva thing. I did not get vaccination thank goodness but was seriously ill with whooping cough.

Welcome!