There's a possibility that I've been toxic since I was a baby! The more research I do, the more I keep encountering scary coincidences. Considering I've never felt 'right' for most of my life, this is damn scary.

Hyper Flexible Joints: Since I was a baby I've always been hyper flexible and not a week would go past as a child and teen without some agony in my legs due to it. I read recently some link between hyper mobility of the joints and chronic fatigue.

Extra Salivation: Since I was a baby I've always salivated more than normal. Dental nurse mentioned my "watery mouth" on a number of occasions. I've just gotten used to it.

Vaccine reaction: Bad reaction to one of my first vaccinations as a baby. Became ill for quite a long time apparently.

Mix that in with my mild chronic fatigue symptoms and brain fog from throughout my teens and twenties (as far as I know) and my recent development of strong food sensitivities (that was related to chronic gastritis, and back pain and muscle spasms) and, well...

And I know that a lot of people don't believe in "psychic mumbo jumbo," but stuff it: I've always been able to 'sense energy' throughout my body. There was stuff I always called the black sludge which was a thick, unbelievably 'heavy', deep black energy that flowed like you would imagine thick black sludge would. No matter how often I would imagine it clearing from my body (which would be a mentally taxing task) it would always build back up again over time. This darkness existed more heavily along the spine and in the brain, with the brain being the most weighed down from the dark energy which permeated all the way through it. It would not let go without a fight. However once cleaned up I would feel a little lighter, less stress, and little less foggy. I still would not be right, but more relaxed. But slowly it always returns.

I have my theories in this department, but that's getting a bit to ethereal for the moment <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />