thanx bex, but I really am considering the possibility of having a stroke. I just want tio know what u think and others, do you think that's possible that I could have had one? It's not like am much better, still feel very bad and my left brain feels bad, and not really 'thinking' , i just giot better enough to write those things and kind of explain myself.

i'm still very freaked out and am so afraid I had a stroke.