I also wanted to apologies to everyone , and especially to jk, mikey, and bg, for the "f"-word and all my "caps locks". Not only was I freaked out but just wasn't myself and couldn't think and things just came out my mouth. I really respect all of you deeply and you're like a family to me, didn't want to offend anyone, so please, forgive me.

gonna go to sleep now, truly hope tomorrow's gonna be better and no stroke/damage happened.