thank you all guys and dawn.

dawn and others - problem is not with just memory, WHAT'S SO FREAKING OUT that VIRTUALLY MY WHOLE LEFT HEMISPHERE SHUTDOWN and didn't process any information. I was actually partially I psychotic I think, cause couldn;t really think and as I said I am a 'leftie' and that's were I process information mainly I guess.

But guess since I'm writing those words you are probably figuring out I am better, well and I am, I have got in the last couple of hours. But it's still not "OK" ("ok" meaning the way it was before it happened). But it's better.

I'm telling you guys THIS IS SUCH A TERRIFYING EXPERIENCE , that when it happened I just wanted to end it. It's better as I said, i can somwhat think with my left brain again, but now I'm having also some headaches apart from the 'heaviness' of the left brain and numbness.

I am so afraid that I had some stroke or what they call 'mini-strokes'. Do you think guys thaat's a possibility or was it just mercury-whataver temporary induced? I think I had those wet-brain things in the past but it was never followed by a cognitive paralysis.

again, I would kill yet for another MRI to see if anything's happened.

what do you think guys? could that have been a stroke?