because I keep saying that my problems are mercury caused which they dont believe and I've already had two mri's in the last year which were ok, and even recently my holistic doc told me I am all fine and candida and metal free, which was obviously not true. to them, the docs, and my family I am just a hypochondriac. and if they do tests and all comes back ok, they will have a reason to lock me up in an institution without my consent probably.


I really can't think with my left brain, was always left-brained and it's all dead, god I am so scared dont know what to do, never been so functionally impaired. Just keep writing my thoughts down.