yeah well it was my intention to do everything else except this all this week but when someone is slandering you and blaming all their odd behavior on you... it's difficult.


the doll, worthless to burn it it did';t move on its own.

Sulfur, I have an enemy straight from hell. he's a woose really all told in the presence of the Lord, like an idiot he is.. took me a few years to get that right though. He got me one time one time real bad. Praise the lord, literally. everyday. everyday.

cats must be easy to manipulate or something. i had another way back, 25 years ago, that really went bonkers for a few days too... there was a definte presence where I was living at the time... lights would blink on and off, the door literally unbolted one day... my sister was visiting and witnessed the chair in the kitchen move all by itself...

but ho hum... ghosts. really what an odessy of weeping and gnashing of teeth and trying to get the attention of the living. I figure, any wandering disembodied spirit is not of the Lord, is not with the Lord.

but anyway... the Lord said to me during my salvation experience.. and it was him himself I truly believe, not an angel of his... the presence, the glory, all of that... he said, 'clean the house' (meaning me. my mind and heart, and also, literally, the house, of unclean, so to speak, things) and he also said to the holy spirit he left with me... it was the last thing he said as he left that time... he said... 'keep salt in the house'.

Bex, toss out what might keep him away, toss it if you are not sure even. nothing in this world is worth keeping of it keeps him away, if it brings conflict to your love and obedience to him, nothing. Be a worthy servant of the talents he has gievn you, even if that doesn't seem like much today, it will someday if you. start now. he works quite quickly too from my experience.

time is short i think. every morning I pray.. 'father I pray you bless our day, guide our steps and hold our hands, help us to hear your holy spirit and to be obedient to you and a blessing to you, amen'. every day. the holy spirit gave me that many years ago. one day i forgot to pray and got into a car accident, about 8 years ago. the only time I ever forget to say it up unto that point, the only car accident of my life.



I am doing a series of paintings to his name, declaring it. abstract, real pretty, should cause quite an outrage in New York. the evil spirits in all al the people will hurl in their stomachs as anger as it imprints on their brains.. did I ever tell you of how when I was saved he put (yeshua) his (invisible but quite really there) hand on my head and my life flashed before my eyes, all my sin?

bless you Bex, hang in there, have faith. read the bible do your best to obey.

visit some churches. don't eat pork or shrimp. they are killers.


I am drinking strong wodka. the hope is to wake in the morning a bit groggy and grouchy and say eh to all of this board for a bit. <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />

I really do have a lot of work to do. YHVH.

I am listening to Fred Hammond 'Radical for Christ Pages of Life' ever heard that one? I have been playing it over and over all day I haven't cued this one up for a few years, how did I forget... super.

Lord you made me for this reason and this purpose..

shabbat shalom.