Hi, well before I got serious with God. When I played with the occult and suffered a lot of torment at night in my room whilst in bed, all the praying didn't seem to help. in fact, it made whatever it was in the room worse! Almost like it made "it" angry and this increased my fear and made me afraid to pray.

Yet when I got more serious with God and started thinking about Him mre and reading better books and feeling that I was going through a conversion, that's when the fears left me and whatever "it' was in my room had no further power over me. The night it left, but before it did, I felt spiritual hands around my throat and the attempt to choke/strangle me. I felt it so strongly ordinarily this would have been terrifying, but I rested in God if that makes sense. I just lay and felt peace. I was not afraid.

I felt the hands struggling to hurt me and then weakening and the figure finally withdrew from my room and from that moment on, I had no further problems in my bedroom. (except occassional stuff, which was never ongoing).

So though it's about prayer, the occult game playing and not truly converting doesn't quite mix. Yu find yourself in a real frightening position. It's like I prayed ONLY because I found myself in a situation I could not deal with...yet I was not really converting to God so the prayers seeked to make the situation seemingly worse. I got really afraid and realised the prayers were making "them" angry and the stuff would worsen. So that kept me in a bound position of fear, which is exactly what they wanted. I was weak and an easy target.

Well sosick, I have to say you're post has left me shocked. This is very creepy indeed. The guy DIED. I mean you were just mentioning him to me in an earlier post and how there was something not right with him spiritually.....

43 years of age is far too YOUNG to just die like that. Good grief, I am intrigued to hear what they find out about his death.

Yes these are not the days to sit on the fence. I agree with you and I think we're going to find it get more that way as time goes on. I'm noticing that it's becoming more and more clear (light and darkness). People are having to take sides an this will become more dramatic I think later. It's already happening.

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