Atheism is a real lesson in contradictions I think.

But it's a lot easier in real life to simply walk away and leave the beggar begging, as he yells 'where is the stupid love of your !@#%! hateful God?'

heh. I haven't really got an answer for that yet.

I am not sure everyone be saved. God is the one that has to soften their hearts... till then, they are hardened. Must be a reason for it. Wheat and tares and only God knows. The void has to be filled with something. I have known people who I felt were absolutely souless too, just so empty inside always trying to fill it up with something... drugs a lot of the time.

My mom really changed after she got involved with tarot cards and astrology too. She died unsaved. My brother sees her ghost in the house from time to time, hears voices there since she died too. His friends don't want to go there anymore, he's been taking care of my ex-alcoholic dad.

One of these days we'll head down and exorcise the place I guess. But I won't go unless the Lord makes it clear we should.

There are a lot of ghosts in Florida, so many people go there to die. I am glad we left... my house had ghosts too. Very annoying, so many of them. We had one here when we moved in, Jesus took it away after just a couple weeks. But stuff wanders in now and then still... I woke up last night... a weird bad dream and the feeling of being pinned down... the holy spirit is very cool about that... I wake up in my sleep and I am praying the Lord's prayer while half asleep, like an auto thing I do ( the holy spirit i think really) even in my dreams, I like that a lot...and telling at it to get off me... took a half a minute but it left. Or was removed. That doesn;t happen very often to me anymore... my daughter was at a birthday party yesterday maybe something followed her home. I have a really weird story along those lines, something several years ago... maybe later.