i've wondered myself why i haven't reacted to any vitamins. most people i see reacting one way or another to things they take but nothing ever happens to me. i've theorized that it's because i am so toxic or something that my body can't do anything with it. my body must not have the energy to use them. it kinda freaks me out. i've posted quite a bit about mental states too and i think my depressoin and anxiety are so bad becuase i am so toxic. it scares the hell out of me.

jinx,

i know how it is about having the stress from your family. that was one of the reasons i was hospitalized. i couldn't deal with all this and on top of it have abuse from my family. i'm not sure if your family is abusing you, but just them not believing you or validating it creates severe stress. if that happens to be one of the stressors that is pushing you over the edge(it did me), maybe they would be willing to come on here and read some posts from people. or show them the cutler book. maybe you have already tried that. i know it's easier said than done. anyways, hang in there man.

shawn