I just don't know . . .

I felt so much better those 2 days after we turned off the WiFi. In honestly dared to hope that I'd found a way to get better.

The past couple of days have been hard though. I've started chelation again because of the sleep problems. About half an hour ago it was time to put my daughter to bed, and I still have to prepare lunches for tomorrow and do some schoolwork. I just sat and cried because I felt utterly incapable of getting up and doing any of it. The simplest things are so difficult sometimes. Last night was just like this, and I struggled to concentrate while I did more schoolwork. I get as much done as I can in the daytime but sometimes I have no choice but to do some at night too.

It isn't so hard, I find, when I'm just plugging along day after day. But when I dare to get my hopes up about something and then find that I'm just as ill as ever, it's crushing. I'm sure it can't hurt to have the WiFi off. But it's beginning to look like it was only a minor part of the problem.