I've just come back from my holistic doc visit who uses kinesiology testing for diagnosis. For those who don't know, kinesiology is about testing your muscle weakness whilst holding a 'sample' of material againts your chest and thus getting a response, either positive (if your muscle gets weak) or negative (if it doesn't). If you have candida and hold a sample againts your chest your response should be positive (muscle gets weak).
A couple of months ago he tested me for all sorts of things and it turned out I had candida, heavy metals, bacterial infection, toxic overload, stressed liver, messed up autonomic nervous system and other things. So it was pretty accurate with what I had already known abut my condition.

Anyway, he tested me today and all those things came back 'perfectly ok' meaning I don't have candida, heavy metals etc. Yet, I still have all the symtoms and react to foods, have gases, gurgling in the intestines and above all my brain is still very bad intellectually. And I've also finished a 3 day dmsa chelation round just yesterday during which I had all the detox symptoms, and today I'm feeling a slight improvement in my brain after the round so it would appear there is still some heavy metal issue. Yet all those things come up negative in kinersology testing and guy has kept saying to me for the last couple of montths that I have some sort of emotional blockage towards healing and that I can't turn on the 'healing mode'. Yet I keep telling him that's because of my bad cognitive state that I feel 'brain dead' all the time, but he said it's emotional. And the one only thing that came up positive in the testing was 'emotional stress' or something like that which corroborated his opinion.

So basically I don't feel well at all and still have candida issues as evidenced by christmas/new year's eve diet and I told him that and asked how is this possible since I supposedly don't have candida anymore and if it is all in my head and he said YESS!!!

So now it turns out it's the emotions causing my brain problems, yet I just don't buy it , I had bigger emotional issues a couple of years ago AND WAS in a much better intellectual state, plus I am still brain dead even when I feel perfectly emotionally happy (like during christmas). And it doesn't make sense that the exposure I got over a year ago which brought on this terrible state I have been would just so easilly get all detoxed.

And now of course, my family AGAIN thinks it's all in my head and are telling me to go see a psychologist. Of course if I don't follow, and say I want to continue chelation because I think it benefits me and the anticandida diet, it will be more of a confirmation to them that they are right.

I don't know what to believe anymore. 3 years ago when I found out I had candida and told my family about it they didn't believe me but I trusted my instincts and eventually it got confirmed. And now my instincts keep telling me my body still isn't ok, esp since I feel so bad on the brain. But then again the doc would call my instincts plain subconsciousness at work.


Thing is guys I know I have emotional issues but I think they are the result of my bad wellbeing, of my serious cognitive problems that make me unable to participate in life and all that I have been to in the last months years.

I am so CONFUSED! I will appreciate some advice.

mike