I'm sorry you are suffering like this Sunflower. It sounds hard. Good for you for making sure you can at least get yourselves some healthy food. I'm glad my UK taxes go to help people in your situation but I wish more could be done; as you say, allopathic medicine, however cheaply it is available to people, is more often a curse than a blessing.

You will end up getting out of the "rut" while many others will stay stuck there -- because you are doing the right things for your health. I hope you will keep us posted on your progress <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />