Hi Linda, thanks. I just think I hang on by the skin of my teeth, nothing heroic, just plain not knowing what else to do lol.

Oh yeah, antidepressants were just adding to the toxic problem, which all the pscyhologists were missing completely. THey had me pinned as severely depressed and yes I was, but it sure had nothing to do with ..."depression" in isolation. I was just very sick all over.

So I can relate to you a lot with that senario and the loss of feelings too. That is a real horror. When you can look at a member of your family and you cannot "feel" love, but intellectually you know you do somehow. Definitely don't ever think badly of yourself for that, it's very normal Linda. part of these syndromes is a loss of ability to feel and numbness. Deadness. NOt everybody gets it, it depends on each person. But I have it a lot, nearly all the time to such a point I wonder if I"m as cold as ice. But I know I'm not.

And yeah libido just goes along with it I guess. Loss of interest/feeling. Which is fine for me, I'm single. I cannot imagine being married, that must be very difficult. It's not your fault or your husband's.

I think you're doing all you can, your diet sounds just fine to me. So the gurgling is a bit odd, but again who knows what's going on? Other changes maybe taking place. Chelating other areas maybe? I don't know, I'd hate to guess to be honest.

I can understand your feelings of not feeling much difference, yet the little things that maybe happening you become too scared to alter your routine and chelation because even the smallest thing you hang onto.....so Linda, personally if the gurgling isn't "too" big a deal? I would continue as you are.

Andy seems to think that treating yeast is important, but should not stop a person from chelating. He feels that a bit of yeast flare ups or feeding from chelation is insignificant compared to how much a person needs to keep chelating....

So I'm not sure how you feel about that? Frustrating eh? You feel damned if you and damned if you dont. But again, if it's not too bad? I'd personally continue. I think that chelation can in some ways cause a person to regress, but part of that is necessary in order to go forwards. Regression from yeast, or basically from further metals being moved and removed.

I have big gurlging issues now, I just have to put up with it. Ever since one short course of antibiotics. I'm on a good strict diet too, but did cheat around XMas...but it's been two weeks now with no cheat and I'm still waiting for improvements. Gurgling happens with me at the smallest thing now.

I really hope things start to happen for you. I forget if you have Andy's book? If not, I'd recommend you get it and re-read it many times over. I relied on mine so much, the cover has now come off!