40 yrs, that doesn't sound corny at all. I know exactly what you're saying. When there is a lifting of what the hg has done, you feel like a window has opened up in your mind and suddenly the world looks like a different place and you hear yourself talk and you marvel at yourself (not in a vain way). And marvel at things you never noticed before or thought of as "ho hum".

I have only had "glimses" unfortunately and it really p*sses me off to think what I may have been had it not been for this. It also makes me also far more aware of other people and those that seem withdrawn, quiet and depressed and the fact it may not be them at all....

When I got much further detoxed of this nasty poison, I actually could not stop looking around me at what seemed like a new world. Everything was like Xmas. Colours were more vivid, I felt reasonably intelligent for once (where normally I feel like a dullard), I felt happy and was appreciating the tiniest things (just like being a child again). Excited, looking forward to things, planning things, going out more.

But I got hit with a severe infection (viral and other) and it's like I've gone back to how I was when poisoned, but actually in a way worse. Like now I don't get excited over anything. I actually feel like some shadow of myself and I just smile and say the right things because I think I ought to. I'm almost trying to make up for what's not there (or what I no longer feel). Like a robot. A pseudo "me".

along with irrational anxiety and mental stupidity (I have trouble taking in information and actually retaining it).

So yeah, far from corny, you're post here is a reflection of myself. It's amazing when you see yourself or patches of yourself for what you really are eh? And long for that to be permanent. If you are like this now? Imagine what you'd be if you were more completely chelated? <img src="/ubbthreads/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

But yes, lifting of toxicitiy releases many talents you didn't know you had (or forgot you had them). What potential we all have!

Really hope you can get the rest of this stuff out of you. But so good to hear you've already had these kinds of improvements. That is exciting. Oh and the walking faster bit? I walk around like someone dragging a dead weight!