thanx bex. for everything. as usual you are there for me and everybody else.

I also pray things will come out clean. unfortuenety that enema incidient topped even mercury exposure in it's feel of irreversable brain damage and that made me do the mri whataver the cost (I'm paying for it:/) plus I suspect a possible lesion in the back of my brain as i have been feeling some pressure there since august. so there are definetely some worries to put to rest.

gosh, the closer the mri gets the more anxious I'm becoming.