same here, story of my life. truth is I never really was happy or myself because of this metals/canddia censored (sorry for the language but I have to call it that way after all the suffering it has given me).

What is most disturbing to me guys about these issues is that my whole life EVERY DAY I felt DIFFERENT, every day felt different from the day before in terms of pscyholgoical wellbeing. It's like everyday your brain was in a slightly different mode, diferent connections working, and everyday you were another version of yourself - A,B, C ,D, AB, BA, DA etc. This also pertains to cognitive functions as well. Really hard to grow as a person with it. Anybody else got that as well?