tumbleweed,

thats great news that you are much better! it gives me hope. i checked into chelation and no regular M.D.s do it around here. the people that do it cost 300 bucks a visit plus probably the chelation and tests etc. my medicaide will not pay for this so i have no idea what to do with that and i think its something i need.

my adrenals have been burned out forever. when i was 5 years old i had extreme ocd. i would pray the same prayer over and over and over. check the doors like 10 times and it still wouldn't feel right. i still have this where i have to check things in my mind. like asking the same questions over and over. with my last girlfriend and other girlfriends i was ocd and i think it drove them away. i would always ask questions until it "felt" right in my mind. its' really hurt my self-esteem and i don't think that is the real me. the last girl i knew i was ocd and aware of what i was doing yet i felt out of control and the thoughts kept popping in and if i didn't ask what i was thinking about, i would get even more anxiety. it was horrible! it made me feel really bad and like such a loser.

i just hope i can overcome it. and i believe you are right though about everything. if i can detox metals, i believe my thyroid and adrenals will get better and that stuff will go away.