I can tell you when I was younger I was real easy going and was never afraid to ask anybody anything. I used to love to go to the mall and places where there was alot of crowds. Now I hate things like that because of the crowds. Over the years I had become someone totally different then who I was as a kid. I believe all of that was distorted too even as a child. I was always slow when I was little and very shy when I was young. Well only reason I was slow was because my legs arms and hands would not do what I wanted them to. When I went to college at the age of 26 I learned how to be assertive and have lost that over these last 10 years.
I could never go play in the snow when I was a kid it was too cold and if I did I would ache and hurt for days. I also had a really good memory when I was little and over the years that has gone. But I have made some progress in the past 8 months. I just made a new post earlier on my progress and I am so pleased with what is happening. I have not even started on the big stuff like DMSA, I have been using my sulfer foods and supplements. I tolerate the sulfer foods well but was raised on it so I think it is something my body is familiar with and likes. Anyways I agree with the metals the personality thing, really messes everything up. Hang in there Shawn and I will be praying for your disability to come through.
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