i just wanted to see how mercury, copper, etc affected peoples personalities.

since having this forever, my personality i believe has always been altered by copper and probably some mercury too. i've always been extremely fearful and sad. i was wondering if anyone else felt hostile in their minds and resentful towards people? judgemental also. i've always had resentments and i don't want that. i think its from frustration or something because ive always felt i had no control. when i was as young as five all through growing up i had severe OCD symptoms.

also, i have always felt codependent and emotionally unstable. detatched and in a dream and fantasy world. all in my thoughts but no energy. can any of you relate to any of this? how do you guys think the metals have affected your personality?

shawn